Angel Crowley pressed the side of her cheek to the pillowcase, her blue eyes wide and fixed on the wall next to the bed. Even though she'd pulled the blanket tight around her, she still felt the chill of the room. Her curly blonde hair lay splayed out on the pillow. It wasn't tangled, so someone must have brushed it, she assumed.
She'd been diagnosed as unstable, suffering from repetitive delusions of an altered reality. Those were only some of the things that she'd been diagnosed as; a doctor in Philadelphia had said she had a dissociative identity disorder, but others had dismissed that when she was four. She'd been labeled as a danger to herself and to society. It was quite the record for a six year old girl.
Asylums were boring.
Hearing low mumbling from the room next to her, the blonde little Angel pressed her ear to the wall. Being accustomed to these places by now, she was both glad and upset that the walls were thin. She wasn't fond of listening to screams, but at the last asylum (one in Ohio), she'd struck up a friendship with the nine year old girl on the other side of the wall. Her name had been Shelby. She'd liked ponies and was going to go back to her family soon. Angel missed her family as well, but she knew that she could never go back to them. This place wouldn't let her, because they said that her family wasn't real.
She'd been in asylums since she was three - how many countless other ones she couldn't be sure. When one wasn't working, her father moved her to a different place, with a different treatment. But if that was true, if she kept being moved, she'd be in asylums for the rest of her life- how ever long that was, how ever long it could be. Because Angel knew that her delusions were true, and Angel Crowley
was not crazy.
She heard the low drone of voices through the wall, strained until they became more than a single hum and turned into seperate entities. Angel could make out two male voices, one younger and less sure.
"Peter just arrived last night. We gave him a sedative; he should be stirring around noon today." The older voice said. Angel smiled. Peter was her brother's name. When Angel was two and Peter was four, their parents had divorced. Peter had stayed with their Mom, and Angel had moved across country with their Dad. Technically, she shouldn't be able to remember her brother, but she did, she remembered everything about him, from his blue eyes, blonde hair, gassy problem... right down to his wings, the coulour of a magpie's wings.
Yes, this was what Angel's delusions had been of. THe memories of this life that she knew she had came swarming back to her, and she rotated so that she was laying on her back staring at the cieling. She loved these memories. They were her life.
It had started soon after the divorce, right when they'd moved into their new house. Angel had suddenly been startingly aware of this other life - a life that she had lived. It was strange, unable to be explained, and yet she knew it was true as sure as the fact that she had blonde hair and blue eyes.
She was sure of it.
She'd been an experiment, made in a laboratory, with lots of other kids but only five others that mattered to her. Max, Fang, Iggy, Nudge, Gasman, and herself, Angel.
They'd been created on purpose, by the sickest, most horrible scientests that anyone could possibly imagine. 98% human... and 2% bird.
They'd been experimented on, tortured, but they'd escaped with the help of one of the nice white coats, Jeb. He'd brought them to a nice house, and after awhile he'd dissapeared and they thought he'd died. He hadn't, but that was a long story.
They'd lived there on their own after that, until Angel was six. Max, Maximum, had been their leader, the Mom that Angel had never had. Fang, he'd loved her, and she'd loved him back, but they'd yet to do anything about it. And Iggy, he was blind, but he was the best cook ever. And Nudge, she never shut her mouth, but that was okay because she was the best big sister.
And Gasman.
Peter. He was her brother. One and the same.
When Angel was six, the Erasers had stolen her and she'd ended up back in the School, the laboratory, without any of her friends. She'd had to run, do mazes, and they'd scared her, wanted to hurt her, but Max, she came like Angel knew she would and rescued her, along with the rest of the Flock and some really neato hawks.
They even went to an Institute in New York, and found some papers about them, but that didn't matter to Angel so much as finding Total had. Total was a Cairn terrier, another experiment of the School, only this one hadn't been human. She'd loved Total, like any little girl would love a dog. Except, Total was different. Total could talk. In this world, though, she didn't have Total, because he only existed in the other world. The one that she knew she belonged to, the one that she knew was part of this world, not really a seperate world at all, no matter what these white coat look a likes told her.
They'd had many more adventures after that, some of them horrifying and some of them pretty cool. THey'd even been to Disney World, but that had gone to smoke when Ari, Max's half brother, had shown up.
Angel remembered the day that she'd gotten Celeste, a stuffed bear that reminded her of herself. It's pure white wings and halo made her smile. The best part was that Max hadn't even had to buy it for her, all she'd done was ask a woman in her head... and she'd bought it, just like that. That was when they found out that she could not just read minds, but also control them. When Erasers, the half wolf men of the school attacked them, it had sometimes become useful, even if it scared Max a bit. Alot of things scared Max a bit, but Max would never admit to that.
They'd even tried to save the world.
But now she was here, and they were telling her that it was all wrong, that she was delusional. But Angel Crowley knew better.
She'd woken up two days ago, and had been in confinement ever since, a typical procedure in any asylum. It sucked, but at least it gave her time to think, time to think about the Flock, and their adventures, to live in that world, if only in her head. Gently, she touched her back - the place where her wings were supposed to be. They told her she had none. She didn't, not now, but if only they could see her when she had. She'd been beautiful.
She was one of a kind. She was special. She was invincible.
She was part of the Flock.